Nov 302 min read
I feel I am in constant mourning
“Are you coming with us to get the tree?” “Am I wanted?” “What do you mean” “Do you want me to come?” “Oh I don’t care Jaelen” I feel it...
Oct 172 min read
Liam Payne died and suddenly it meant everyone around me will too
Grief has always been such an odd thing for me, I have never been able to handle it. When someone dies that has been a part of my life in...
Sep 131 min read
I live in dreams
In order to get through my days, weeks, months, years I live most of my life in dreams. I have a multitude of fake realities all existing...