I feel I am in constant mourning
“Are you coming with us to get the tree?” “Am I wanted?” “What do you mean” “Do you want me to come?” “Oh I don’t care Jaelen” I feel it...
“Are you coming with us to get the tree?” “Am I wanted?” “What do you mean” “Do you want me to come?” “Oh I don’t care Jaelen” I feel it...
Grief has always been such an odd thing for me, I have never been able to handle it. When someone dies that has been a part of my life in...
In order to get through my days, weeks, months, years I live most of my life in dreams. I have a multitude of fake realities all existing...
I had the unfortunate reminder this morning that everyone in my life is going to die at some point and I can’t handle that. My mom will...
"you're happy i'm alive but you resent it anyways" i choke on tears every time i read that. how could someone you love so much and so...
I hate being sick. I hate it more than anything, I feel my most alone when I’m sick. Everyone is literally moving on and continuing life...
"And suddenly I wonder 'where is the girl that I was last year?.. Two years ago? ... What would she think of me now?" I tend to avoid my...
"of course i loved you. i killed myself for you, didn't i? of course i loved you" I hate that I'm like this, so incomplete without...
"In another universe, I am easier to love" But when is it not? Lately I just feel like I’m broken as a whole, not just my brain. These...
"I overthink. I over love. I over feel. I'm the sea or I'm nothing" What on earth is my life? How did I put myself in the same situation...
“platonic friendships are so underrated because my friends heal parts of me they didn't even break when we are together while making...
“you are all the colors at once, in full brightness.” My favorite person said if i was a day of the week I would be Friday or Sunday. He...
"Sometimes, as an adult, you have to decide “this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way” & stand on it. Whether...