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I feel I am in constant mourning

“Are you coming with us to get the tree?” “Am I wanted?” “What do you mean” “Do you want me to come?” “Oh I don’t care Jaelen” I feel it...

I live in dreams

In order to get through my days, weeks, months, years I live most of my life in dreams. I have a multitude of fake realities all existing...

I don’t want my mom to die

I had the unfortunate reminder this morning that everyone in my life is going to die at some point and I can’t handle that. My mom will...

if there even is a point...

"you're happy i'm alive but you resent it anyways" i choke on tears every time i read that. how could someone you love so much and so...

I was tired, empty and boring

I hate being sick. I hate it more than anything, I feel my most alone when I’m sick. Everyone is literally moving on and continuing life...

i wish to be normal

"of course i loved you. i killed myself for you, didn't i? of course i loved you" I hate that I'm like this, so incomplete without...

my brain is broken

"In another universe, I am easier to love" But when is it not? Lately I just feel like I’m broken as a whole, not just my brain. These...

It All feels the Same

"I overthink. I over love. I over feel. I'm the sea or I'm nothing" What on earth is my life? How did I put myself in the same situation...

today

"Sometimes, as an adult, you have to decide “this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way” & stand on it. Whether...

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